Heaven, Have You Left Me?

For those in spiritual crisis, fearing divine abandonment

There comes a moment in many sacred lives when the voice of heaven goes quiet. Prayers return like unanswered letters, signs stop appearing, and the heart whispers the most painful thought of all: “Has God forgotten me?” It is not a loss of faith — it is a drowning in divine silence. And in that silence, many begin to believe they are unworthy, punished, or cut off from the Light they once knew. But hear this: even in the deepest spiritual drought, the Divine is closer than your breath, watching, waiting, loving in stillness.

Begin the journey back with gentle reverence. On a quiet night, gather a bowl of moon-blessed water (water placed under the night sky), a white candle, and a sacred oil or soap. Light the candle and whisper:
“I have not been forgotten. I am still a child of the Light.”
Dip your fingers in the moon water and trace a circle over your heart. Let the tears fall if they must. Wash your hands and feet with a soap crafted from myrrh, rose petals, and a drop of sandalwood oil — these sacred scents open the spiritual senses and call back divine intimacy. As you wash, speak softly:
“Return to me, O Holy Flame. Or let me return to You.”

Spiritual silence is not abandonment — it is a summons into deeper faith. But you need not walk that valley alone. If you feel this wound in your spirit, reach out. I can help you craft a personal return ritual, interpret the silence you face, or blend a soul-soap just for your healing. Divine presence never left you — and neither shall I. The heavens still remember your name.